nightmares.

Why cant i just have a good rest?
It doesn't matter whether it's in the night or just an afternoon nap.

Daddy, are you there?
Or am i just dreaming?
Everything seems so real.

Have been having nightmares for past few days!
I just cant have a good slp.


When things are unexplained for a long period of time, trust no longer exists.
Then it's no use explaining it when all i know is that you're finding excuses & reasons to be forgiven.


2 more weeks to Poly life! (:
No more slacky days.
Will be looking forward to it.

Badminton later.
Wee~ With sweeties.
I bet this piggy bian is still not awake now.
Haha.
Off to change!
I'll update again when i'm free. (Okay, na? LOL.)

changed blogskin

I've just changed a blogskin.
The previous one, the width was too skinny.
Lazy to edit it.
Rather find another blogskin.
((:

I'm so free now..
Anybody wanna date me out?
I'm so bored.

i want a drink

I want a drink.
I need a drink!!!

What shld i be feeling right now?

What shld i be feeling right now?
I've been thinking throughout the night.
Pondering.

I thought i can wake up & forget everything.
But, nightmare woke me up.

I've got sick of guessing.

yea. i know what i'm feeling now.
tired.

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Happy birthday.

Happy Birthday. (:

dun leave.

I shld be done with my online enrollment system.
But there's error. so gotta call the hotline tmr.
Time for medical check-up also.
Asking serbian along.
Might be going this wk.

Most probably i can go for rebonding tmr and have a hair cut.
Also, passport-size photos needed.
Eyebrow trimming too.
Hope i can wake up early.

missed.

Sick.

*clear throats* i'm down with sore throat.
aww. and i'm having difficulty swallowing my saliva.
=/ i just coughed out sth weird this afternoon.
It's like the seed of a soursop.
But it's accompanied by red threads which i guess it's BLOOD.
i was so worried if sth bad is happening in my throat or lungs.
oh god. i shld be thinking too much. hehe.

Just this wed. I met my tuition frens.
We ate at Sakae Sushi.
It's a lunch buffet.
I dunno why it fills my stomach so quickly
as in.. i din eat alot of rice.
but because of the fried food, it caused me to be in this kind of state.
Anyway, watched 'the messengers' with them at 7.15
I thought i wont be frightened.
still. i end up covering my eyes with Alissa's jacket.
haha. and shouting like a mad woman.
Maybe it's been a long time since i've watched a horror movie.
Thrilling i think. i still like horror movie. (:

Will be selling away my digital piano.
Yamaha Clavinova CLP-130

Anybody wants?
Tag me. (:
Leave ur no. here. I'll reply asap.
Price negotiateable.


the tears that keeps flowing..
ur mind or ur body?

Cant slp.

Being woken up by mum to drink the nutritious drink.
But it often taste awful. =/
For the sake of my health i still drink it everyday.
Cant get to slp just now.
So i woke up to use the laptop before kor goes to sch later.

Played pool at wdls centre ytd.
Had a fun time playing.
I'm always left with 4 balls. x(
But finally i'm better at aiming now.
More practices pls! hehe.

I was reminded by the radio fm that it's sch holidays this week.
Was kinda shocked when i know that time passes so quickly.
It's abt 1 month left to my Poly life.
Afraid of opening a new chapter.
But life still have to go on..

I still find myself crying before i entered my dreams..

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back frm JB!

hi peeps. i'm back frm JB.
Has been a long time since i've blogged.
And na is complaining. =P
haha. not i dun wanna blog but it's i dun have a com. :(
Anyway, i went to Na's hse ytd with serbian.
After that we sing at Neway which was so quick.
Cos' it's a fri.
So we went shopping at City Square.
Glad to find my pink NIKE shoebag!
Wee~ Also i bought a shirt & a jeans-skirt.
Din bring enough money then gotta ma fan the both of them.
SORRY~ and THANK YOU! :)

Gotta really thanks their parents. Esp serbian's family.
They fetch me to and fro msia and they bought me along to have dinner.
AND watch GE TAI! lol.
So much thanks to them.

It's been a long time since i sat on a car.
Going through the custom.
Watching the blissful family gathering together.
I was hoping my life could rewind.
No chance to say gdbye.. and there he went.
Envious sight.
I felt a sudden tinge of sadness.
But life for me has been gd for now.
I dun long for anymore things.
Glad & satisfied. (:

I'm getting confused & paranoid each time.
I dunno what have i done wrong or what exactly have you been thinking.
I cant get what you want everytime.
I've given my best.
I find myself stupid for doing all these but it seems like i cant return back to the original state of mine.
Shld i continue to hold on?

I doubt so..

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Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

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Shopping.

Woo~ back from Orchard.
It's always so crowded during weekends.
Hmm. Din buy much.
Quite exp.
Was sleepy during shopping in the afternoon.
Lol. Perhaps is because i slept late ytd.
*yawns*

My foot's sooooo tired now.
Oh my. I'm away to see Hana Kimi online.
Wu Zun's so shuai!
My xiang gong eh. =P
Bian & na dun jealous!

i'm still deep in thots abt you..

continued.

after watching Hana Kimi at serbian's hse, we went to swing.
hees. so fun.
But my buttock's so pain la!
humph. x(
Right, serbian?

Still searching for the book "Men from Mars, Women from Venus" from the library.
I was wondering. Perhaps many of us need it too.
Hmm.

Anyway, today's so fun.
Haha.
It's a secret between bian & me.
I laughed like mad woman today.
Lol. Bian was there lying down.
Disturbing her all the way.
Throwing pillows at her.
So high.
Had a great time.
But it sucks aftermath. =(

i'm missing you again..